Lazarus: homeless ministry
I can't help but think of the movie, "End of the Spear." I would recomend that everyone would go see this movie. It's a story about missionaries who encounter a savage South American tribe and are murdered by them. See the movie and try to understand what is so enviting to me. It is simply the chance to give one's life for what one believes in so strongly that he would no take his murderers life even to save his own. If God would give me a mission like the one he gave Steve Saint believe me, I would never ask him what he wants me to do again.
But wait a minute. Over the past couple of weeks God has removed much of the haze that has covered my eyes as to the destination of my calling. I know, without a shadow of a doubt that I will devote my life to the mission of saving those who are at the bottom of their lives with seemingly no way out. And now that I think about it, so did Steve Saint. I will be a missionary and my life will be given for a cause, a God, that I place every ounce of trust in. I may die of old age in the jungles of the Amazon or from a mugger next thursday as I extend my arm to offer him a bottle of water, but he, nor anyone else can take my life. I give my life to God to do with it as He pleases.
To everyone who reads what I write here, read it as poetry. that is the way it flows from my heart. Each word is the blood pumping through my veins and is sacred to me. Every notion is a prayer. Read them aloud and let His voice be heard through mine.